Side note: These thoughts do not reflect blerdsonline.com just my own thoughts! Before I went to “_________” hotel room, I had to go through a pay toll. I had no clue that I would have to go through one beforehand. Now in the story I mentioned about going back to ___________ ‘s hotel room. We went to Wal-Mart to get stuff and came back to the hotel room. (I didn’t go to or through a pay toll during this time; I should have worded that part of the story better). Also, I’m not mad with ________. Yes I’m disappointed with the fact that I didn’t get a kiss but am I mad at her? No not at all. __________ is an awesome person and if she sees this, she probably won’t be cool with this article but I feel as though I needed to write about my experience. One last thing, I didn’t expect a kiss when I first met up with _________. The conversation that took place in the ride back from Wal-Mart made me come up with the response that I came up with. S/O to the people that can relate to this experience. Now folks enjoy the article.
As I write this article, let me point out that I’m feeling some type of way *Rich Homie Quan voice*. I somewhat got curved and I lost twenty bucks that I could of used as lunch money for work! :( I’m not going to name the female that I’m talking about in this article because that’s petty. Maybe me writing this edition of YNM is petty but FUCK IT BREH I’M ALREADLY WRITING! I CAN’T STOP NOW!
If she happens to come across this article, I want her to know that I’m truly sorry because she is an awesome person but I had to get this off my chest. This little event makes me think of other incidents that I have had with women that doesn’t make me want to engage into a romantic relationship at this current moment.
So I’m in the car with home girl and we were just having a general conversation. The conversation was going good until she made the comment about me never finding a girlfriend because I didn’t know how to navigate the GPS on her phone. I wasn’t really mad about that comment but in response I said something to the effect of (again not my exact words but it went like this); “Can I get a kiss if I get us to our destination without me messing up with the directions”. Her response was, “Sorry but I already kissed someone at the con (anime convention)”. That comment lowkey made me mad and she knew that I was mad. It wasn’t her fault though but fuck I almost lost my composure. That little response mixed with the fact that I lost 20 bucks due to me paying a pay toll (had no idea that I had to go through one beforehand) to get to her hotel to meet her really made me sour as a mother fucking UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (I can’t think of a word). I know I’m not shit but fuck man; I already stay away from trying to get into a relationship with women because one, I’m focus on my goals and two things like this happen.
Now I have been talking to this girl for quite some time and maybe at one point she kinda digged me or maybe I misread the texts and the conversations that we had. The really shit part was that when I was driving home, I started thinking about the other crappy experiences that I had with some women. Eh maybe this is karma or something because I’m not a saint by any means and there has been situations where I could of dealt with women better and should of considered their feelings. Maybe this is a blessing from a higher power that is telling me to stay away from women for now and to focus on college to become something then women will come. I don’t know, only time will tell.
At the end of the day I think that this situation is a learning experience and a reminder to keep me focus on more important things other than women. Truth be told I’m still pissed off. S/O to that girl though because she is really cool and brought me a smoothie. Also shout out to her for giving me this experience to learn from (plus she has helped me out a few times with job related stuff). RIP to the 20 dollars that was in my wallet. Now I know that I can pick the option to avoid pay tolls on my GPS so I guess all isn’t lost.
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As I write this article, let me point out that I’m feeling some type of way *Rich Homie Quan voice*. I somewhat got curved and I lost twenty bucks that I could of used as lunch money for work! :( I’m not going to name the female that I’m talking about in this article because that’s petty. Maybe me writing this edition of YNM is petty but FUCK IT BREH I’M ALREADLY WRITING! I CAN’T STOP NOW!
If she happens to come across this article, I want her to know that I’m truly sorry because she is an awesome person but I had to get this off my chest. This little event makes me think of other incidents that I have had with women that doesn’t make me want to engage into a romantic relationship at this current moment.
So I’m in the car with home girl and we were just having a general conversation. The conversation was going good until she made the comment about me never finding a girlfriend because I didn’t know how to navigate the GPS on her phone. I wasn’t really mad about that comment but in response I said something to the effect of (again not my exact words but it went like this); “Can I get a kiss if I get us to our destination without me messing up with the directions”. Her response was, “Sorry but I already kissed someone at the con (anime convention)”. That comment lowkey made me mad and she knew that I was mad. It wasn’t her fault though but fuck I almost lost my composure. That little response mixed with the fact that I lost 20 bucks due to me paying a pay toll (had no idea that I had to go through one beforehand) to get to her hotel to meet her really made me sour as a mother fucking UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (I can’t think of a word). I know I’m not shit but fuck man; I already stay away from trying to get into a relationship with women because one, I’m focus on my goals and two things like this happen.
At the end of the day I think that this situation is a learning experience and a reminder to keep me focus on more important things other than women. Truth be told I’m still pissed off. S/O to that girl though because she is really cool and brought me a smoothie. Also shout out to her for giving me this experience to learn from (plus she has helped me out a few times with job related stuff). RIP to the 20 dollars that was in my wallet. Now I know that I can pick the option to avoid pay tolls on my GPS so I guess all isn’t lost.
You can hear Taiwan weekly on the Powerbomb Jutsu podcast.
Follow @BroskiTaiwan
Here is some rare Xavier Wulf music to help me ease the struggle.
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This just sounds petty and immature. She should have paid the toll since you were taking her to her hotel but other than that she doesn't owe you anything. Then you had the nerve to plug your lame music. Childish
ReplyDelete1. I said this was petty in the article.
Delete2. I went there because she invited me, I had no idea I would have to pay for the toll on my way there (that was before we went out then came back to the hotel, maybe I should of explained that better).
3. Who said she owed me anything? I'm just mad I didn't get a kiss after the work that I put it but I did not bash her in any way. Did you read this article word by word? I even thank this girl for this experience. Never bashed her in any way other than telling the story. Shit I even go to give her nothing but praise in this article. Are we reading the same words here?
3. Wulf goes hard af and this isn't my music, it's a song that I like.
4. Thanks for reading though.
1. Yeah, it is petty. What are you 16?
Delete2. She should have given you the $20 we agree on that
3. You didn't say she owed you anything but it's clear you were expecting something in return. Then you got upset because you didn't get a kiss. That's childish.
4. It's trash either way
5. You're welcome
6. Next time instead of writing something childish just go masturbate. Pornhub.com they don't have limits anymore.
Feel free to share this article with your friends :p Also come write for the site and write a mature piece on the site to counteract this childish article. xhamster.com > pornhub.com though and did you really listen to the song because it's heat lol.
DeleteI feel you Ty. I see it as a sign to just focus on my poetry lol
ReplyDeleteGlad you liked the piece YMH!
DeleteAnd I look forward to reading more of your poetry lol.
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If you gained anything from the experience, I hope you at least thought about why you were angry with her. It seems like you're mad about a loss of $20, but did you spend that time/money with her JUST to get a kiss? Did you ask for the $20 back? If she hadn't made the excuse that she had already kissed someone else and still refused, would you still be mad? I think it's important for you to consider what your expectations are before entering a situation and perhaps that's the lesson you should take from this. I'm glad you didn't get rude with her when she apologized and said no to the kiss, but I feel like you have to understand that your displeasure with this situation comes completely from your preconceived notions about the "return" you wanted to get on your "investment." It seems like maybe you realize this, but I think you should probably explore the "why" of this situation more than you have.
I'm not saying that maybe you shouldn't shift your focus to things other than women, but I think it'll take more personal work than just paying attention to something else for your luck with women to change.
I appreciate this comment. I didn't spend 20 dollars to get a "kiss", again once I was on the road going to the hotel, I had no clue that I would even be spending money to go through a pay toll. The conversation that ensured inspired me to take a moment to see if I could get a kiss, never really gave that idea thought before hand. Even if she would of refused (regardless of me losing 20 bucks), I would still of been disappointed. "I went there because she invited me, I had no idea I would have to pay for the toll on my way there (that was before we went out then came back to the hotel, maybe I should of explained that better)." I should of added this to the article. I'm not demanding that she give me 20 bucks. Hopefully people don't think that when reading the article. This article is not intended to disrespect her, I only wrote it as a reflection on my experience and experiences. Honestly I don't really want to think more about the situation (it's one of those hey be smarter next time things but down the road let's revisit this type of things), it has happened. Now it's time to focus on other things and hopefully through those other things, I can find the answer to many other things that will help me better myself, then I can worry about women stuff later lol. Thanks for reading.
DeleteIt may be in your best interest to amend the article then. Being disappointed is very different from being mad. I also feel like your reliance on the $20 to drive the narrative makes it seem like that's what it was about, when in fact what it is about is your disappointment with the situation. I can tell that you're letting certain things go by the way you joke about the money etc. but you have to understand that that's not abundantly clear to the reader. You even say you were mad because she didn't kiss you and you lost $20. It's hard to then think that somehow you aren't some asshole who thinks spending $20 gets you a kiss because you're not painting a clear picture of yourself and your feelings.
DeleteThe preface you added does clarify some things, but I think it trivializes your story. It might not be important for you to fix it for this website's purposes, but if you're interested in becoming a better writer, this is an excellent opportunity to work on accurately describing the scene and perhaps doing less work in the comments section to clarify.
It looks like this was maybe a quick venting thing, but it could become something more succint and meaningful. That'll make it even more relatable. As it's written, it's hard for readers to understand the value of this experience and it may take you thinking about it more (despite not wanting to) for you to understand why exactly you felt the need to share it. Set the scene more clearly, go through the narrative with a little more detail and in order, give a small amount of background about you and anon girl. Give her a name (even if it's fake). It seems like you're already concerned about her reading it, so what is a little extra detail going to hurt? And as long as the experience is described accurately, there's nothing for her to be upset about. Make me, as a reader, more invested in the story and what's happening. What you have here is an intimate moment that I think a lot of people can relate to, but you have to make it more relatable for that to happen first.
Haha, apologies for the unsolicited advice, but I would really love to see the finished version of this story. I want to understand what happened better. It can be helpful for girls who find themselves in ________'s shoes too!
Thanks for the advice and will do!
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